i do remember when our campaign call 360 blog, my explaination for blog is : bring life of gorgeous.

yes. blog is kind a life, a hobby or habbit, all in all, is what used to be.

different from diary, blog could manifest your exciting life and show what you think is cool .

however, the one who always blog, seems a little bit crazy as one of my friends said:

one type is who are willing to be a literature guy, doing all kind of literal work

another type is who is sad, sad about his life, his emotion, his shit the motherfucker fuck shit experience.coz nobody would continuously write various things intentionally when he have no time to be sad.

count me in the second circumstances.

昨天 过去了 我们的卖身一周年纪念日hug is one of the warmest thing in the world. 

我也要换部门了

chasing ...

saw this movie last night. feel so familiar with that sound ignite my memory of childhood...

两年前的暑假和初中同学再去了一趟汕尾，主要是去了红海湾，并且取道这里的莲花山，曲径上山拜访了鸡鸣寺。

两年前恰逢人生不顺之年，众多梦想皆成泡影，当然自己的原因不在少数，可是无奈天公不赐予我运气也有关系，于是拜佛之际又捐献了香油钱，保父母家人平安，保自己工作学业顺利，保自己桃花非乱非烂非劫，并求得一签，一老人家坐于庙外，为人解签之余顺便赚些外快，老人跟我讲了不少，签上的字面来说也不过就是中签，一如我命之常理，中庸无常，混混沌沌。

老人告诫我要注意一些也叫我等待农历八月以后，命运将稍有改变，人在不济的时候总是特别相信命运之手在左右自己，我也不可救药的相信了这利好的预言。

我相信命运总是主宰着一些大的事情，小的事情比如几点吃饭 几点洗澡应该与之无关，不过可能也有关系，如果看过死神来了的话。

于是乎，我在这神的昭示下，走出了一段困境，迎来了一段最开心最顺畅的时间，找到了温饱，思了淫欲，不知道是不是因为鸡鸣寺在潮汕地区，还让我跟好些来自这里的人发生了不多不少的交流。

过了两年到了现在，生活上的羁绊和工作上的不顺让我再次看到了一种无形的阻碍，于是，我再次来到这里，还愿之余，只求家人身体安康，生活顺利。爱情离我有点远了，花钱请喜欢的人请不喜欢的人请喜欢我的人都不如花钱请自己，感情的回报率原来竟然是如此的all or nothing.

我用睡眼惺忪的眼睛看世界，看到全世界人都在做梦自己醒着。

i dont care whether it is fast or not.

dont push me to my limit.

my implication is already enough.

my other things is already ready.

just tell me ur choice.

 

 

 

thanks other prettys. i have targeted my angel.thanks for your wrong love on me, you deserved better man. i am totally a jerk.

who?

今天非常郁闷，写了篇回忆录，人生真是无奈，系统不稳定没有保存，于是那篇十年回忆录给没了。